Long Live ~

If God forbids, Fate should step in ... and force us into a goodbye

If you have children someday when they point to the picture

Please tell them my name...

Tell them how the crowd went wild, tell them how I hope they shine

                                                    - Long Live, Taylor Swift -

Who is your "one has got away"? Like many other girls, I have felt in love so many times before. Some guys are docile, some are steadfast but just only one has ever left me stuck in the pool of nostalgic reminiscence. I called him "my most wonderful mistake".

I'm sipping a cup of coffee and indulging in all the studies at the wee hours now. Like happened once in a while, very coincidently, I just stumble upon Taylor's song "Long Live" and everything like usual habit strives me once more times. People asked me if I was given another opportunity to make it up again and replay the script, what would happen? we still gonna end up in controversy and break up like we used to be...

It's raining outside, can you hear the tickling sound of drops on the rooftop, can you smell the odor of dampening land, can you grasp any memories of us? 7 years ago, on the old rotten bike, the weather was so cruel to pour out such heavy rain that prevents them from getting back home. They were fearless, wide and young, nothing in the world could detach that golden relationship. Their laugh haunted me every time the water drops. One, two, three ... so many that I couldn't count. They escaped the rain and the fabricated reality surrounded. You helped me gushing down all the humiliations and depression, bully, hold my hand and together we will head to heaven where nobody could ever possibly hurt you. Just me and you in our magical garden of love.

I'm thirsty for a midnight conversation when two of us can open up our hearts and share our hidden words for all those years. How have you been? Did your lover cherish and treat you well? Did you remember me like I did? Back to that time, you got nothing in your hand, you are not my perfect man, but your sincerity has smashed down my defense. 

We regret but "we will never ever getting back together". All the emotions and the reminiscences are gold memories carved in our hearts. I will find my path and my destination and so will you, let's all those things be slender slide when we're about to meet in another life.