How is it going inside introverted person?

I circulate around the circle of introvert and extrovert. Society values the out-going person to a close-mind person. Everybody fancy of making acquaintance with the dynamic whereas they hesitate to build a relationship with the diffident. Although, it might appear that enthusiastic energy from the extrovert would be more appealed but have you ever dived into the mind of the introvert?

Close but not close. During my school year, I struggle with making friends especially with the boys and the newcomers. Not of my arrogance and dignity, but of my reluctance and reticence. I would love to brat about the latest drama in our school but I'm afraid of judgment, misunderstanding. The information processing in the introvert's brain runs at the double pace of the ordinary. We foresee the consequence of actions whilst nobody out there aware of how malicious words could be a homicide.

Human's pattern always resigns to the safe zone in most situations. Evaluating the words spitting out, circulating the situations might happen. All those procedures have inexplicably driven us discrete from society. Making a hospitable conversation is tough since your mind went blank when facing a stranger. "making friends is harder than being a bestie". Paradox?! but it describes the nearest.

Sincerity and Commiseration. If you had been tied with an introvert, you would have felt their faith and affection for you. The introvert simply is people who aligned with the boundary of emotion and feeling. They are sensitive, not negative. You might not feel wild but you would know one thing for sure. They would stand by you through ups and downs, they are your balloon of aggressive suppression and poignant living lesson. Living doesn't have to be monetary and ambitious, people are busy pursuing fame and fortune that they underestimate another hemisphere of life.

I had converted to adapt and be more appropriate to this society. But I had been shed light on that people love me for being philanthropic and understanding. There is nothing diffident about being introverted, be intrepid and be yourself. That's the moment when others acknowledge you and your value.